And here I find myself. Again.

I just have to get it all out of my mind.

Let's see how I want to go about this: Here we go - there's always a bit of fumble before I begin to flow. Kinda like the period of where to pluck a thorn out of a body of water. Ungraspable, yet calling to be individuated. 

1. My 3D update. 2024 Ascended Master in full consciousness. 

2. Intuitive insights. 

3. Death. Akaal. 

1. Journaling. I'm finding the books are everywhere... asking to be read. Actually, they're reminding me they still need to be read. I'm seeing where, perhaps, ego took hold and told me I know all the things. In actuality, they're both true. So, I'm removing the incessant taking in of information electronically and balancing it with books. They travel better, give cleaner aesthetics (yas queen), and allow me to take notes - in a way of conversing with the author. I'd like to stir up energy in my own, rather than include too much electricity. 

    Download: That's what the City of MWC was reflecting back to me. Understand telepathy. This outage is showing and teaching people how to tap into their 

    This led me to a rabbit hole that almost turned into a FB post: 

        Thank you, AT&T outage - we're now all being catalyzed to understand our capacity for... innovative way of communication. Hmmm - how do we communicate with the world while being offline? Great question! My vote is telepathy. Lol - hear me out.

"If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration." - Nikola Tesla.

Energetic Communication. 

We. Are. Consciously. Evolving. We're flirting with the tip of Maslow's hierarchy. Kiss it. Feel the zest of remembering your divinity. If you can dream it; you can do it. Play with your energy.

Release overthinking and invite your creativity - your best dreams have both logic and intuition. Invite your brain to dance with awareness. Imagine the question, "If we all go offline, how do I communicate with those I love?" I'll leave that there. 

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Find your inner power. Dream from awareness, not thinking - bathe in love, not fear. When you see life as a series of answers, you suddenly don't ask any questions. You live your truth. There is no other option. You live in flow. Non-resistance. 

The stars are dancing in ways that have our lives feeling kinda intense. Choose how you experience the intensity of where we are as a humanity. Freedom arrives when you remember you have a choice in how you experience what life presents you. Breathe.

You are Divine. The way you breathe is the way you live. Go deep. Let the deep find you. Exhale the old stagnant energies and allow the newness to arise from your next inhale. We're moving away from having to have pain to learn, to seeing the patterns in our pain - and releasing them for the last time. Generational curses - BROKEN. Limited beliefs - BROKEN. Healing is releasing the need to continue holding on to what was painful - by facing it. You face it by seeing its need to be released. Exhale. You're safe now. 

Release holding your breath, and let divinity breathe within you. You're so divine... your mind will question what that even means as your heart allows the truth to integrate. What does human evolution look like?? Healing of the human from the inside out. 

Breathe. You are so loved and guided. 

Hello, Age of Aquarius. 

-Do I post it? YES! 

Energetic Communication. 

We. Are. Consciously. Evolving. We're flirting with the tip of Maslow's hierarchy. Kiss it. Feel the zest of remembering your divinity. If you can dream it; you can do it. Play with your energy.

Release overthinking and invite your creativity - your best dreams have both logic and intuition. Invite your brain to dance with awareness. With the AT&T outage this past week, a fun question could be, "If we all go offline, how do I communicate with those I love?" 

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Find your inner power. Dream from awareness, not thinking - bathe in love, not fear. 

When you see life as a series of questions, you think you have all the answers. When you see life as a series of answers, you suddenly don't ask any questions. 

You live your truth. There is no other option. You live in flow. Non-resistance feels like love and pain - you experience both, but none knock you on your ass... for long. Love picks you back up while you zestfully continue. Yes, this is possible for YOU.

Astrology is revealing herself to me and I'll never stop falling in love. The stars are dancing in ways that have our lives feeling kinda intense. Choose how you experience the intensity of where we are as a humanity. This is how you find your brand of non-resistant living. You become intentional by choosing your thoughts. Change the lens through which you see your reality. Don't change it - change how you see it. How you think about it. Choose to find the lesson in the love, don't waste any possible pain. It points directly to what needs to be healed - IN YOU. 

When you remember you have a choice in how you experience life, you begin to experience freedom. You are not a victim. It's never been about them - it's about your capacity to heal from the inside out. 

You are Divine. The way you breathe is the way you live. Go deep. Let the depths find you. Exhale the old stagnant energies and allow the newness to arise from your next inhale. 

We're moving away from pain being a teacher, to pain being a pattern. When you know the game, you can't be played. Release the broken pattern for the last time. Releasing it requires facing it - for the last time. 

Generational curses - BROKEN. Limited beliefs - BROKEN. Bad Habits - BROKEN. Healing is releasing the need to continue holding on to what was painful - by facing it. You have tremendous divine help at the moment. We're exactly where we need to be... You face it by seeing its need to be released. Exhale. You're safe now. 

Release holding your breath, and let divinity breathe within you. You're so divine... your mind will question what this all means as your heart allows the truth to integrate. Your soul knows, your mind doesn't. This is the first time we've been conscious of our choice in human evolution. Healing always happens from the inside out. Breathe. You are so loved and guided. 

Good lawd - that was supposed to be a quick thing. Hello, Age of Aquarius. 

SHIT - do I post or no? hahaha hahaha! I did. Kinda edited. I posted it on Facebook. 

See - this is why I must give grace for my plans to be wrecked. I love it. This is living in the moment, I'm being taught about myself. I haven't failed, I'm just living the responses of what's being presented to me as a result of my choices. If I don't like what's being presented, then I choose differently next time. GROWTH as a lifestyle. Ascension as a lifestyle. 

Sexual Dysfunction. This is also Enlightenment.

 I am... here. I've had such a journey. Perhaps the hardest part is just putting pen to paper. Perhaps the hardest part has been running from how powerful I know IAM. Kinda like that one song back in the 90's... "perhaps, perhaps, perhaps". Wheezer? Cake? not sure. funny how those also throwback to names of cannabis products. 

Which brings me to today. Thank you for that lead-in. I'm a channel... my mind gets weird if I just start talking. It's like, feels a little close to what I used to think was my ego. 

I've always known I'm supposed to speak. I've always had stuff to say - it was always true, and always in full earnest. Meanwhile, there were a TON of things that prevented the TRUTH of the Universe from being received. I knew it. I felt it. But the life reflected back to me never reflected the truth of who I was. It never felt right. Actually, it never felt at all...

Emotional Suppression 

I know for certain, at like - 9 years old, that I saw my first flasher. We lived on an Army base in Germany, and our building was in the very back bunted right up against a pretty thick wooded area. I nearly typed out that I had the front door to the forest in my back yard, it beckoned me. Between the building and the forest was a dinky little playground that loved. Seriously, playing in the front yard of the forest. I've never felt more alive, free, and sparkly than I did being so close to Gaia. To myself. I didn't know anything then.

I just knew I felt free on a rickety metal rocking horse barefoot amid the muddy dirt smack dab in the middle of a cool, concrete building, the structure of my home. My safety. 

On the other side was the dense forest with thick tops that felt like my wild biracial hair, and LONG brown legs whose roots like toes dug deep into the muddy earth... kinda like my own did. 

My home was one where I always knew I was safe, but I never felt it. My mother is an incredibly strong woman. Active military raised 3 kids on her own, then went and got her Ph.D. later in life. She's living the life of her dreams... truly, my radiant mama. I get every ounce of everything from her. She did all she could to help us 3 kids become who we are. Anyway - I still never felt safe. I don't blame anyone - that was my soul journey. 

Anyway - one day, I ran out back to play barefoot in the mud and there was a man. I stopped, as he was in the forest... facing me. He had a long brown trenchcoat and said something to me in German. Then he opened his coat, and he was completely naked. He didn't move, nor did I - he just stared at me as the bubble of my innocence began to leak... 

I don't blame him, I thank him these days for the perspective I have. Moments like these can be triggering, but what enlightenment has afforded me is the ability to return to core wounds and still find the love. This gentleman was acting on generations of the wounded masculine. His subconscious block had him acting out in what he. may have even consciously decided to do: Expose himself to innocence.

It's all well and good - until I look back at all of the sexual dysfunction that came before and after that experience. For years and years and years. The dance of the wounded feminine and wounded masculine wounded the other in wounding the self. And vice versa. To hurt them is to hurt me - how is this? 

How can it be? We perpetuate pain... always in ourselves first. I ruminated on that experience so much that I don't know what happened next. For years. Big gaps of memory. What I do remember is crumpling down in despair in my room one night... not even conscious of why. I was just bawling, terrified, and deeply remorseful - and I'd never done anything wrong. 

So, you can imagine how relieved I was to hear that I was born broken - and had to rely on a white man named Jesus to put me back together. It felt really off. But yet, Jesus beckoned. 

Hey - I'm Tasha. I'm energetic, empathetic, and enlightened and I've finally learned how to synthesize my wildlife in a way that articulates the knowing of one's self. I love to weave my words around from a myriad of perspectives. These days I'm enjoying an astropsychological, mystical, energetic, and physics perspective. 

I'm a mother, a writer, a healer - and well... I'm also a galactic channel from the center of the universe. My calling is to speak truth through whatever avenue is presented before me. I don't know everything, I just know that I AM everything. My gift is connection and can't be contained. If what I say resonates, thank you for your love! If what I say doesn't resonate, thank you for your love! I speak the language of love, so, my intent is always inclusivity. If something doesn't resonate, I'd love for you to stick around. There will be ample opportunity for respectful dialogue. 

After all, who's listening when SheSpeaks? I DO. Because - I AM