Cutting the muse.

I’ve been stretched, pulled, and snapped back—rubberbanded in my heart. The beauty of this realization is that I’ve been the one doing it, both knowingly and unknowingly, intentionally and accidentally. As a Twin Flame, someone awake to her fullest self, I know that romantic love has been my awakening. It was through relationships that LOVE blinked open the true eyes of my consciousness.

This is who I AM.

I’ve learned this truth by being the clay pot. Feel this with me: I feel my own hands on the clay pot, the one urgently tossing it to the ground, as I feel myself shatter into pieces. My life's calling is to articulate that never-ending truth - but in the most embodied way. It's sexy, isn't it? Scary. Forbidden. Bracing for impact, but also desiring the crash. I love my calling - it's so unknown. Forbidden. Elite. Bold.

See what I mean? When you embody everything, you embody everything. Anyway, I digress.

Today in meditation, I received the message: “cut the muse.” There’s an energy in my life that stimulates my every level. The arousal it evokes is rich, deep, and cathartic - I’ve caught myself yearning, desiring, and outsourcing my focus and attention toward it. It's the game of... almost having. Luscious. However, desire manifests desiring. I am satisfied, so, I live from a place of having all of my desires. It's not abdicating experience - it's fully riding the waves of each pulse, heartbeat, spark.

She dances. I dance. I am she. I feel as though I dance around a fire and then... become part of it? 

The more I dance, the more my muse… muses. Love becomes a swirling, twirling vortex of passion and intensity, firing the cannons of my heart. And then, I’m no longer me. I’m on the edge of living the dream but with a sense of separateness. I lose myself. Yet, isn’t separation inherent to unity? All is all is all is all - so it's the spark of sensation that pulls apart in search of coming together. I get it. I feel it.

It’s the dance of power that tugs and pulls. It feels so damn good. climax, amrite? What's so spiritual about being human anyway. Sensation. Experience. Tension & Release. That's what God did when he separated the light from the dark and that's when I fell away from my man... and desired him all the more.

Does my dance fuel the muse, or does the muse inspire my dance?

So, I’m cutting the muse. How can I preach self-sovereignty if my focus is on the reflection—the object of my affection? If my expression depends on another, then I’m not free. I’m tethered. And there lies the crux, right? This is foreplay for the soul. Learning to integrate massive soul energies into the body takes vast devotion, integrity, and most effortlessly... compassion. Shh, it is finished. Simply receive. 

It’s already within you. That pulse, that love, that fire, the raw intensity of life—it’s all yours. The thing that beats in your chest, arousing every cell, is bliss. It’s freedom. It’s the fulfillment you thought chasing the muse would bring. It’s always been in you. The release, the true orgasm, comes when you let go. 

Letting go prunes your life into the beautiful rosebush it’s meant to be. 
Intentionally triggering abandonment - for... Love.
Sacrificing the son.
Cutting ties. 
Rebirth.

7 Days, 2 Books: A Journey of Truth and Transformation

So, this is where I'll be for the next few days. I'll be back if the spirit moves... maybe I will. Maybe I won't. not sure. However, Mary Magdalene has been so very present with me over the past week. May I speak. 

A bird doesn't sing because it has the answer, it sings because it has a song. 

I don't speak because I have the answer, I speak because I have something to say. 

 

She is Ripe: Embodying Christ

Today, under the illumination of the Gemini full moon, I feel deeply guided to share a unique journey with you—a reading experiential meditation. This is an opportunity to step into the sacred space of duality and oneness, a dance between the physical and the ethereal.

Unlike a traditional meditation, this is a guided experience where your imagination becomes your anchor. As you read these words, I invite you to let your attention settle, allowing the energy of the phrases to wash over you. Visualize the imagery, feel into the sensations, and open your heart to the message.

The Gemini full moon reflects our dual nature: the thinker and the feeler, the earthly self and the God-self. This journey honors that duality, encouraging you to embrace both sides of your being as you embody the unified "I AM" presence.

Preparing Your Sacred Space

Take a moment to ground yourself. Whether you’re seated with your legs crossed, resting against a wall, or reclining comfortably, find a position that supports you fully. Let your spine rise tall, your breath deepen, and your body relax into the present moment.

Ensure you are in a safe and undisturbed space where you can fully immerse yourself in this practice. As you begin, let your eyes softly scan the words, or imagine them as whispers spoken directly to your soul.

Imagining the Stars Within

As you read, imagine a cascade of falling stars entering your body. These stars are golden drops of light, each carrying the essence of divine energy.

Visualize these soft golden stars pooling in your toes, filling the empty spaces of your feet. Feel them rise into your calves... shins... sliding over your knees - those softly tingly little stars - as the energy continues sliding up your thighs allow yourself to feel this. This light is warm, nurturing, and alive with creative potential. Feel it slide up unto your pelvis. It'll stir. Let it. 

Allow yourself to feel worthy of this energy. It is safe to awaken your creative essence and sensual vitality, not as a means of external validation, but as an expression of your inner divine spark.

Let the golden stars continue their ascent, swirling through your solar plexus - under your ribs - above your navel. Breathe. Feel. Here, in the center of your being, the light gathers into a radiant glow. It shines with the truth of who you are—your power, your purpose, your infinite potential.

Exploring the Heart Horizon

Now, gently shift your awareness to your heart. Imagine the stars transforming into a golden horizon, shimmering over a vast ocean of emotion. Water. All goes silent. ... yes. Be. Here. Now. weightless. 

Take a deep breath in, holding it for a moment as if gathering gratitude from the depths of your soul. Then, exhale fully, allowing the energy to flow outwards disturbing not the stilled surface of the waters. Suspended. Surrendered. Held. 

Under this Gemini full moon, honor the duality within your heart: the part that gives and the part that receives, the part that longs for connection and the part that knows you are already whole. Each breath reminds you of the sacred balance within.

Breathe deeply through the space between your eyebrows, and on the exhale, feel your energy rise through the crown of your head. You are being uplifted, straightened, and aligned by the divine presence within.

Returning to Your Truth

As the light of the stars settles, feel the clarity it brings as you sit atop the security of the top of the ocean. Sitting Securely Above The Depth.

You are not divided by the dualities of life; you are made whole by them. The thinker and the feeler, the physical and the ethereal, the light and the dark—all coexist in harmony within you.

Trust in this truth: you are powerful, unshakable, and deeply connected to the divine. Your movements are intentional, guided by the wisdom of your soul.

Take a final deep breath, inhaling the fullness of this moment. As you exhale, allow yourself to return gently to your surroundings, carrying the essence of this meditation within.

Embracing the Energy of the Gemini Full Moon

I am a Gemini Rising - 29 degrees, in fact - and so the dance between opposites, effortlessly pours out of me. I hope you enjoyed this expression. Be reminded your power lies in embracing all parts of your self. You are your own sanctuary. Your space where God grants you Peace On Earth. When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change. She is ripe.

Merry Christmas

You Are The Prophecy

 

Whispers of Awakening: Tempted by the Truth of You

This is a big one—the expression of the truest self I know. Here, I will articulate what enlightenment truly means for me. In this post, I will put into words the exact reason for my being. It feels pristine, sacred even—a warm-up to what I know is about to arrive. And yes, it’s scary.

We’re going to foreplay this out. I want you to feel the anticipation, to become aroused at the prospect of knowing yourself so intimately that you see life has been tempting you all along—to go deeper. You feel the inner stir of desire, but you run from it. There's a thrill in the chase, isn’t there?

How much will you allow yourself to have? How good can it feel? Do you ever close your eyes and focus only on sensation?

Isn't that why we’re here? To experience? To feel the rise and fall of seeking—the crested moment of exhilaration, of bliss, of climax, of the Big Bang?

I know—it feels taboo.
Let’s continue... I feel it building.

Words are energy. They provoke. They stimulate. They trigger. They arouse. They can anger. Depending on your beliefs, words may even blaspheme your ideologies.

If you're one of the lucky ones. 

Others, though, were killed for sharing their truths - and I'm here to share mine. No wonder we’re so scared to be genuine, to be authentic. Public speaking, amirite? Sharing who we actually are feels like standing naked in front of the world. When I share with one, I share with all. Anyway, I've -delayed  prepared myself enough to be fully transparent with you. 

gulp

I am Tasha. A human who embodies modern-day enlightenment and the mastery of self. I am no better or worse than you—I’ve simply chosen to embrace full divinity within my open human awareness. I actively create my lived reality, one that often defies logic.

I consciously identify as a Twin Flame.

As the embodied Divine Feminine polarity of Christ Consciousness, I (and countless others) carry the mantle of illuminating the way back to the heart. To Love. My awakening was catalyzed through partnership, guiding me to the truth of who I AM. This love story will sing as long as I have breath - then someone else will say it with their unique tone & timbre. If not, the rocks, and the trees, and the stars still speak.

They may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one.

This is who I am—and it’s my highest calling, my joy, and my honor to share my story while assisting you with yours, should you desire it. My voice is medicine; my words are magic. Words start and stop cycles. They hold the power to pause thought, to halt overthinking, and instead invite pure awareness. Shhh... do not fear. Just be.

Let yourself be awakened. "Talitha Koum."
(you'll like this).

Crafting, balancing, and splicing words that carry energy is what I do naturally. My literary switchbacks? They’re intentional. Everything I communicate—about self-love, consciousness, embodied emotional intelligence—is meant to guide you back to yourself.

It all begins with this: Look at your external reality. Does it feel good to you?

Not think good to your logic, but feel good in your body - beyond understanding. Releasing the mind and returning to the body is where God finds you... and whispers that fire can never be divided. You are a spark of divinity - you are God. 

All of eternity rests until you're able to inhale this truth.
When you do, my love, fear is absolved, and... well - death is defeated. 

Growth is the lived experience of evolution, often happening without our understanding. Until one silent night, your awareness rises. A small light catches your eye, and you follow it. The brightest illumination comes from the most unexpected place: YOU. You are a manifestation of the alignment of all of the cosmos at the moment of your birth. And now, you spiritually awaken.

 Merry Christmas - a babe is born.
Love has never ever made sense. Stop Trying.

It feels holy and righteous—not about religion, though it doesn’t exclude it. All is all is all is all. Holy and human. Immaculately conceived in the depths of existence. No intercourse necessary.

The more you know yourself, the more you see your reality as heaven on earth.  Gifts arrive, one after another. Until you and God are one. Until you walk with the consciousness of Christ, embodying revelation itself.

You. Are. Free.

(end of story)

My audience is anyone who has a head, a heart, and a willingness to connect the two. Your experience will transcend the limitations of both until you're living in the orgasmic surrender of desire and satiation. The level of crucifixion here is astounding - I feel unworthy & oddly satisfied. 

Dangerously in love with humanity, 
Tasha

Magnetic Soverignty

There’s nothing outside of you. Your perspective is what matters most. You are the one who chooses exactly what you desire for your life. It doesn’t matter how your choices affect others on the outside because you intend that everything happens for a divine reason and purpose. You trust that the desires of your heart are aligned with your highest good.

This is the essence of magnetic sovereignty: the power to align with your truest desires and draw them into reality effortlessly. If your deepest wish is for ___ to happen, then let it unfold in the way that serves everyone’s highest good. How others react to those changes is not your responsibility. You only experience your perspective. You can’t live your life outside of yourself—you can only live your own experience.

When you embrace magnetic sovereignty, your path becomes unmistakably clear. You walk it with confidence, and others walk theirs.

Does that sound selfish? Maybe. But what’s so wrong with knowing yourself and creating your reality?

This is your power, my love. Feel it. Claim it. They’ve always said we’re afraid of our own power—and that’s no accident.

This world, this dimension, this reality—your humanity—has to learn to wield the power we’ve been carrying all along. Now is the time. We’ve balanced enough of our internal energy to begin externalizing it into the world around us.

Anyone care to chat politics?

Exactly. We don’t. We’re over it. Now, we are sovereign. I’m not advocating for dismantling systems; I’m advocating for the empowerment of the individual through self-knowledge.

Anyone care to chat wisdom teachings?

Exactly. We don’t need to discuss it anymore because we’ve finally learned to be it. To know the self is to choose the self, every time, and to act from that space of powerful centeredness. Then - we give to others from a cup that can never empty. That’s the practice of magnetic sovereignty. And it’s available to all of us.

We each have the choice to unlearn what has kept us from accessing this place of alignment. It’s as simple as an exhale—allowing the journey to guide you to your next decision. It’s the delicate balance of Decision and Trust. Masculine and Feminine. Doing and Being.

I think I’ll go out for a skate. It just feels good at the moment.