Driving Through Panic: A Revelation

Thanksgiving, November 28, 2024 - I was driving home from my sister's house, an hour and twenty minutes away. The road stretched ahead in the dim light, quiet and familiar, yet inside me, a storm was brewing. Halfway through the drive, I was hit by one of the most intense panic attacks I’ve had in a long time.

If you’ve ever experienced a panic attack, you know the feeling—it’s like being trapped in your own mind, every corner of it echoing with fear. My body trembled, my legs quaked, and my thoughts raced faster than the car I was trying to control. I felt like I might die. My mind kept telling me I was dying. 

But in that moment, an unexpected whispered resolve took root. If this was truly the moment I would let go of this life, I thought, I didn’t want to do it fighting myself. I wanted to find ease, even in the act of surrender.

I pulled over at a McDonald's restaurant, body shaking uncontrollably and considered calling for help. Should I dial 911? Go inside? Or could I trust myself to ride this out? I went to the restroom, avoiding my reflection in the mirror - I didn't want my own eyes to be the last I saw in this life. My mind was a battlefield of terrifying “what ifs," - but against the mind; I chose to listen to my body instead. To trust my body would listen to the words I was saying and the sensation of ease I was pulling in from heaven. If this was it, the angels would usher me home. It is said that some variation of "Do not be afraid." is in the bible 365 times. I was calling on the one for 11/28/24 for damn sure. "Do not fear - Be peace."

Despite the tremors and the adrenaline surging through me, I continued to drive home. I focused on grounding myself moment by moment, breath by breath. I wasn’t “fine.” I wasn’t enlightened or transcendent, as I sometimes know I am. I was just present—aware of my fragility but also a deeply buried sense of resilience whispered to be set free as each mile passed.

As I navigated through the panic, something profound began to crystallize:

To transcend the limits of something, you must meet those limits... then continue beyond them.

It was a stark truth—comforting and terrifying all at once.

In that moment, panic was a teacher. It wasn’t there to destroy me but to stretch me to the edges of my knowing, to show me what I was ready to learn. I can be with my self and soothe her to the very end. This experience wasn’t random. It was a manifestation of my own readiness to evolve, to face what I had been avoiding, and to step into a deeper understanding of myself. 

And then a phrase resurfaced in my mind: 

"Teach them to self-soothe." 

This message was given to me a few months ago and was profound. Then too, I'd gone through a tough panic episode - and as I later sat in a lavender Epsom salt bath, I sent the inquiry out... "What was THAT about?!" like, why was I being put through such experiences? 

Then, just like now, I was reminded to... "Teach them to self-soothe." Oh yeah. I am an enlightenment coach. I do help people who struggle with consistently feeling inner peace; I can't just talk about it. I have to be about it. It's my greatest joy to walk with integrity - as much as I despise the sensation of being trapped in my own mind - I recognize that to best utilize the pain is to assist others when they have similar experiences. It makes me relatable - so when I say, "I get it." You know I really do get it.

Self-soothing. It’s such a simple idea, yet it carries the weight of generations. It’s the antidote to abandonment wounds, the generational pain we carry, the fall from grace in the stories we tell about our origins. To self-soothe is to heal. It’s an act of self-love, a reclamation of power, and a step closer to the divine within us.

I began to see how this moment was about more than just calming my panic. It was a microcosm of the healing journey we’re all on. The path to enlightenment, I realized, isn’t about ascending above pain but about moving through it, letting go of what weighs us down—our fears, our beliefs, our behaviors—and returning to what’s real: ourselves.

By the time I pulled into my driveway, the storm had subsided. I was shaken but steady, raw but clear. The panic had passed, leaving me with a message that will stay with me forever: We are called to meet the edges of our being so that we can discover what lies beyond. And at every edge, the way forward is self-love. Acknowledging my humanity is the most divine thing I can do. 

You're Not Landlocked

 

The Art of Unthinking: Creating the Life of Your Dreams

Where are the people out here telling it like it really is—what it takes to consciously take control of your life?

Is it just me?

Whew, good. Once again, I thought it was all on my shoulders to keep this world spinning. You laugh, but the truth is—that’s what we do. We’re so survival-oriented by nature that we feel like we have to effort our way into living the life of our dreams.

But here’s the twist: To dream, one must sleep. One must release the effort. Relax. Let go.

Back in college, a friend once said to me, "Isn’t it funny that we just have to be still to go to sleep?" Then she twisted her face and body, jokingly shouting, "GOODNIGHT!" We’d had a few drinks and laughed late into the night.

She was onto something. When we lay down and willingly release our thoughts, our body restores itself. We release stored images and piece them together into what we call "dreams." Sometimes we remember them, sometimes we don’t.

But that’s beside the point.

You’re awake right now, in this moment. Great. I have your attention. Hey, sexy.

Where attention goes, energy flows. So, use your attention to create a dream in your mind—while you’re wide awake. Imagine reading these words while hearing your own voice (or mine) in your head. It doesn’t matter which part of the dream you “make real,” just intend to experience these words in a fully embodied way.

Feel the energy of this statement: You can create the life of your dreams—AFTER you realize you’ve been creating the one you have today. Here’s a mirror:

You’ve been accidentally manifesting by living in a reactive state—to survive.
Become intentional by living in a responsive state—to receive.

You achieve what you believe.

If you’re fully satisfied—congratulations. You’ve unlocked the keys to life herself. You understand that abundance is your natural state, that you’re here to live the fullest life imaginable. You get that the ups and downs are part of the deal and that how you respond to the downs directly shapes the degree of bliss you can receive. Choose your beliefs wisely.

If you’re not fully satisfied, start at the top of this writing and read it again. I’ll meet you here. You’re never alone. You’re simply learning how to unthink—bit by bit. You’re safe to be you.

From Physical to Ethereal: Understanding Humans as Pure Energy

You are energy.

Your body, your mind, your thoughts... everything that you consider to be you is pure, divine energy.

This truth may take time to integrate, as you've likely spent your entire life thinking that what you see, taste, touch, hear, and smell is reality. It seems natural to assume that since you can use your senses to perceive your body, it must be solid, real.

But it’s not.

I know—it’s unsettling. There’s a heaviness in realizing that what I believed to be true about myself for 43 years may not be the whole story. It’s normal to feel resistance, to wonder, "Wait, what...? No way. That’s woo-woo, out-there stuff." But bear with me.

Today, I spoke with someone who, like me, recently made a huge career change. They were expressing frustration over a lack of financial abundance, feeling like they had done everything right and should be receiving more.

Our conversation made me reflect on the theme of abundance. What I’m here to tell you is this: YOU ARE ABUNDANCE.

Not simply abundant. Not in a 3D way. But you are abundance itself. Recognizing this opens the door to higher consciousness—a paradigm shift into fifth-dimensional awareness, where humanity is evolving. We can either move forward in this evolution, or we can fall back. And I, for one, choose to keep growing, ascending, and learning more about who I truly am.

Through countless awakenings, I’ve come to understand my human nature and its limitations. Humanity is only part of who I AM. By embracing a higher state of awareness, I’m making the conscious choice to live from my true self, beyond the constraints and triggers of the external world.

I choose my sovereignty—my knowingness that I am an energetic being. When I recognize that Tasha is simply energy, I realize I have the power to shift myself into being abundant.

Here’s how:

1. Know that I am energy.

2. Understand that humans experience the third dimension through feelings and emotions, which are simply energy in motion.

3. Recognize that desiring an experience means the energy of that "thing" is available to me.

4. Shift from "desiring abundance" to "being abundant."

5. Temporarily set aside the sensory inputs of sight, taste, touch, hearing, and smell. Do this by creating a space free of distractions.

6. Imagine an experience of abundance in your mind’s eye. Don't think about abundance logically; instead, embody it. Picture a scene where you already have what you desire, fully immersing yourself in that sensation. Hold that feeling as long as you like.

7. Return to this dimension. Time flies in that space, right? Here’s the secret: TRUST that it is finished. Trust unlocks the door to experiencing abundance in this life, right now.

8. Be prepared for tests. You’ll be challenged to see if you can maintain your sovereignty and conscious awareness, even when the world tugs at you. You may first encounter the subconscious beliefs that block your desire. Stay present with them, lovingly remind yourself of your power, and hold resolute to your vision.

Now, I know what you’re thinking—actually, I know that you’re thinking. Let it go. Just trust. Trust that the next right step will appear. You’re on a soul journey of discovering your power as a human being.

Your soul holds the capacity to manifest every good and pure thing into your life, as long as you are in alignment with it. Release what isn’t truly you, for you can’t need abundance and be abundant simultaneously.

You have the power to make possible the experiences you believe you’re worthy of having.

The Secret to ALL OF IT.

 A whole almost month after I quit my job to become an entrepreneur; I'm giving away the keys to the castle.

Yeah, hopefully, this bold step works me out of my job and I never have to work again. Ya feel me? If you don't right now, you will by the end of this experience. Before I go too far, let me also say - yes, this is a blog post. But also here you will find the link to join a guided meditation intended to activate the keys to dream life. (Hang tight, I'll come back to this.) 

Here's what I know: I know who I am. For reasons that we can talk about later, I know my highest service in this world is to speak the catalytic words to allow YOUR activation. Wild, right? My voice is gifted with light codes and my words offer you keys. It's wild how much self-trust it takes to say something like that. 

You wanna know a secret? You truly can create the life of your dreams and it's far more simple than you think. So, stop thinking. Easier said than done, and that's by design. Just trust it'll come when you're ready. 

The truth is that you are a beautiful fleshbag of animal stuffs filled to the brim. You also hold the infinite capacity to experience every single thing that ever was inside and outside of you based on what your choice.  

The secret is that you are actually all of that and none of that at all. YOU are the awareness, the consciousness, behind both of those. The fact that we can separate your body and its mechanisms and your thinking processes that make sense of it tells us there is more. This feels vast because it is vast. 

Which is the secret. The FACT that you can feel & interpret means there's a higher understanding, a knowing, perhaps - that is who you really are. So, how do you know who is really in charge? 

YOU. You need to look in the mirror. (here's the trigger - it's fine. sit down & become curious.) When you finally stop allowing the animal (primal) part of you to react to your external environment - then you start to see the things that prevented you from feeling... safe. Looking in the (metaphorical) mirror also helps you see that ALL times you were driven by a feeling of... fear. How do we integrate the two? We let go of both. Choose to believe that you no longer have to fight for your survival. You can now choose to learn from pleasure, not pain. We now have the conscious capability to unlearn fear. 

TRUST 

That was cute, now let's get practical. You create your reality. Wake up and see that YOU can intend (create goals) and know (act on them) that the results will exactly hit your aim. They will because when you operate in full integrity toward your intentions, with a trusting heart knowing there is MORE beyond your feeling and thinking functions - then you can freefall into the life of your dreams. 

You want even more practical help. Cool, I gotchu. Come to the activation and we'll do it together. 
For those who want more linear information, here is a template.

This is intentionally broad by design. It's specifically vague to hit the seeds deep in your heart. YOU call YOUR power forth by literally understanding we're in a portal. Allow my faith and embodiment of purpose to convey the energetic truth that you are sovereign.

LOVE always gives you everything in return, equal measure, satisfaction in return of the seeds you sow. Sow good seeds with me. Sew the threads of your dream life with me. You're welcome to join me as I bring these words to life. We are in a tremendous season of human enlightenment and capacity for transcendence, our role is to plant seeds and trust that you are worthy to receive the goodness they represent. Don't try to make it make sense, magic isn't logical. Love isn't logical. 

First, we release. I am pulled away from the following because they no longer align with my reality. 

1. I am pulled away from FEAR because it no longer aligns with me. 
2. I am pulled away from dis-ease in my body and h health because it no longer aligns with me. 
3. Attachment to any vices that hold power over me no longer exist in my reality. 
4. An unhealthy attachment to another human no longer exists in my reality. 
5. Self-silencing no longer exists. 
6. Scarcity no longer exists. 
7. Overstimulation no longer exists. 
8. Judgment no longer exists. 
9. Overwhelm no longer exists. 
10. Insecurity no longer exists. 
11. Poverty consciousness no longer exists. 

Powerful release. As you read those, allowing yourself to feel the release of weight tills the soil for what we will receive in the next list. God LOVES to fill a void... remember, "In the beginning, there was just darkness..." May what all of the things above represent to the reader be removed forever. 

TRUST
(If thoughts to the contrary return, and they do - unlearn the habit of believing they still exist. They Don't.)

Secondly, we receive. I fully recognize my life is a direct result of allowing these realities to come to me in feeling and imagination, first. Things of such pure and divine nature must be gratefully accepted from the inside out. I acknowledge the purifying of my thoughts and beliefs above and offer myself as an open vessel for only the highest manifestations of what these words represent. 

Take a deep breath and feel the message as you continue reading. 

I fully recognize my life is a direct result of allowing these realities to come to me in feeling and imagination, first. Things of such pure and divine nature must be gratefully accepted from the inside out. I acknowledge the purifying of my thoughts and beliefs above and offer myself as an open vessel for only the highest manifestations of what these words represent. 

1. I welcome the experience of fearless adventure. My entire experience travels in safety and bliss. 
2. I receive 100% alignment with perfect health to flow through me from the crown of my head through the soles of my feet. I am healed. 
   
3. I call forth the ability to receive the nuanced gifts I've been given and express them in a way to serve all of humanity. My work in the world is the greatest offering I have and I give with ease.
4. I accept divine timing to dictate the experience of Love's fervent passion and pursuit of my heart.
5. I accept as my new reality the truth of an ease-filled life. All happenings are joy.
6. I receive wealth from all directions, and as an open channel - I get paid to exist and I exist to give. 
7. I choose to lovingly respect the sovereignty of each individual; all of my relationships are at peace because of it. 
8. I receive clear insight into the best goals for me to set; to where my achievement of them further reminds me of my power. I receive the full embodiment of my inherent self-worth. 
9. I receive shining upkeep of my home. It is safe, pure, and the perfect space for me to exhale, unwind, nurture myself and those I love. My external home reflects the state of my inner haven.
10. My full sovereignty as a divine being is assumed. For infinite reasons; all divine, I receive full abundance in life, love, health, and wealth. 

As I close, please allow any of these words to bring illumination. Remember - if stickiness in thought arises, it's simply a belief asking to be released because it's blocking you from fully accepting and trusting that you are worthy of the life of your dreams. 

I love you. You got this. This journey is my calling, and it's my joy (literally) to talk through issues. If you find yourself stuck at an issue, I'm an open channel. Spoiler alert; love speaks to you through my words. I won't be able to give you the words until you ask me the question. Here, take my card. 

Join me live on Monday, 11/11, at 10:30am for a Guided Activation. The experience will be 45 minutes in total on Zoom with participant cameras off for this one. It'll be on that call where I guarantee, you will experience transformation. Psychological safety is paramount for me, so again - show up as you are. Free. If you can't make it, still register and I'll ensure you get a copy of the recording. 

Register HERE for the Zoom Call

Monday, Nov 11, 2024
10:30 AM cst

Full Link: https://us06web.zoom.us/meeting/register/tZUrc-qprT4uHtR05Cvz0j97SbWkoyMGTpS_ 

    

Day One - My Channeled Work

Perhaps, for me writing is sitting down and meditating. My mind goes so quickly -it's as through I can't catch it at times. I get it. I understand higher processing rates, my internal computer is the super computer. Directly connected. The more I release limiting fears, beliefs, and habits - I'm more aware of the computing capabilities. There is a lot of I - would that be selfish? 

I woke up feeling really yucky this morning. Literally, had no time to even think before I felt the weight of density. I found myself PROJECTING those feelings into a narrative that perpetuated that thinking. But it hurts, it really fucking hurts. 

Also, I've been getting the message that I'm a channel, which isn't surprising in the least. I've always known it but always doubted it. Honestly, the reason I doubted is because of the human aspect of myself. When I CHOOSE to release the doubt, is when I would have the experience of fully embodying the true nature of Tasha's Being: I channel of - to - for - in Tasha Salinas is in service of channeling higher consciousness. 

For some reason, that sentence has to stay that way. I begin with a large statement; perhaps that statement is the agreement that I CHOOSE with my human mind to fully step away and allow my higher self to speak. SheSpeaks. Everyone wants to know "Who Is She?" She is me. I am Her. 

Tasha Salinas, in service of channeling higher consciousness. 

When I channel, it comes out disjointed at times. As though I'm attempting to weave together unrelated topics. However, it's the energy behind the words the flow - the pointing out of dots so you, dear reader, can make the connection. You, dear listener, are always invited to make your own connections while allowing your eyes to dance upon mine. There is always resonance; mine just happens to be sprinkled with a bit of catalytic fire. 

We're all of the same energy. The I AM. Yeah. I know. 
We've been steeped in Christian Ideologies about who God - The I AM - who or what all of that really is.

With what authority does she speak? 

Reading the Bible through the lens of consciousness is wildly intriguing and feels a bit like... peeking into Christian Mysticism. 

sidenote: My fingers initially slipped and I typed "Chrystian" << pause for intuitive pivot >>  

It's giving "Chrysalis". Fix your eyes on what chatgpt says about the chrysalis. 

"The chrysalis stage is a powerful metaphor for transformation and growth. In nature, the chrysalis (or pupa) is the stage in a butterfly's life cycle when it undergoes a complete transformation inside a cocoon, shifting from caterpillar to butterfly. This process represents a kind of internal metamorphosis—a time when what is hidden, enclosed, or unformed finally develops into its true, beautiful potential.

In a personal or spiritual context, a "chrysalis" moment signifies a phase of inner growth or intense reflection. This is often when someone withdraws from the outside world or their usual activities to embrace personal transformation. It can be a time of solitude, introspection, and self-care, where significant change happens below the surface, paving the way for a new stage of life, fresh insights, or even a reinvented self to emerge.

Are you experiencing or exploring a "chrysalis" phase in your journey?"

Yet, was then stumbled into the bible as I felt a connection - and I will still make it - but then I started feeling like crap again. Remember how I woke up? This feels more like MY journey rather than whatever the hell it was I thought I'd be writing about. (This is all connected. Stick with me.)

I have a new friend with whom I seem to be very aligned. We connected through a mutual interest, and after peeping their online profile, we seem to really be on the same wavelength and how we express ourselves in the world. Anyway, 1.) I felt like crap. 

2.) That person came to mind.
3.) I distractedly went to FB (no intention whatsoever) 
4.) There was a notification that they liked my last message. My heart lit up - it was a sign. But my mind was slow on the uptake. Clearly. 
5.) I posted this, "Hey - I am experiencing a purge. All is well, I just simply want to externally express it so another can witness my conscious choice to keep stepping forward. Would it be okay if I simply write out a few things here?"

They responded and I brain-dumped and then allowed the purge to happen as I wrote it out. This is what I said: 

"Thank you - Thank you - Thank you! I'm in the middle of blogging it out as well, but you being here - and us being in this together is so very perfect. I don't know you, but I already love you dearly. Lol - this shit is bananas! Here's the expression. Feel free to engage if it you'd like, or simply bear witness to it. I'm good with either! ❤

I am struggling with my calling; yet, not struggling at all with it. I keep being reminded to slow down, take a breath, read those books, exhale, go roller skating - chase your joy. It doesn't matter. Smoke the weed. Drink the kombucha. Break the fast and sing the damn song. 

Yet (I'm into astrology - WELL, it's into me. lol - intuitive.) Yet, my 8H Capricorn Sun has me all tied up in knots. Structure & flow. Structure & flow. Pluto is having a heyday with my Mercury at 0 degrees Aquarius - also 8th House. Transformation. Death. Rebirth. This transit is BONKERS. These energies are BONKERS. My body is safe. I am safe. 

I am a channel of divine consciousness. I know I am here to speak the message of the Divine through rich self-awareness until the self cannot help but trustfully fall backward into the full-on embodiment of Love.  

That requires me to purge anything that is not of god in me. I AM only holy, divine, centered and free. I live joyously and allow the expression of contrast to also be a channel of divine consciousness. I am to authentically, vulnerably, and transparently share my journey. My greatest expression is exhalation of my breath laced with the words of God herself."

What. The actual. Fuck. There are times I say things, type things, whatever - that slay me. I hear (read) my words and am just stunned. I read myself communicating the struggle between my inner darkness and light. Fear and Love. The Human and the Divine. oh my - the universal tangle. How do we escape?

DO YOU SEE MY PLIGHT? Do you see the chrysalis moments? Do you see the synchronicity of me recognizing, "I feel like shit." Then going inward. Sitting with myself. Going through my process. Reaching out - if it gets to that point. I am scared shitless. So, I have no shits to give and have chosen to keep going. Isn't that interesting? 

So, the lesson for me here is this: Channeling is, yes, sitting down to allow higher consciousness to slide in and communicate to and through me.

Mostly, though, communicating beyond logic is sitting down to allow yourself to look at what is PREVENTING you from being able to receive those messages of divinity. The ones that yes, defy logicical thinking.

Messages (thoughts) that feel good. Thoughts that feel like peace. Miraculous Thoughts. Thoughts of... salvation, perhaps? Releasing of one's own mental torment. Thoughts that come in and feel like LOVE because they are the embodiment of love in this dimension. On Earth.

Aligning your thinking to allow the influx of feel-good chemicals is how to welcome in the sensation of peace. Inner Peace. Feel what you want to experience. Fill the inside of the cup and the overflow will wash the outside. The cup is your mind. The outside is everything else. 

Your human brain, the supercomputer, has SO MUCH MORE access to all that is - was - and ever will be - than you realize. 

Everyone is a channel. It's time to become conscious to your practice of it - that's the journey of life. That's your reason for being. You can choose to think whatever you want - so choose wisely. On your deathbed... it'll be you and the great vast beyond. The limits of your consciousness. We get chills pondering death because enlightenment does require death. Death of all of the lies you've ever believed. If you believe something, so strongly, to the point of wanting to die for it... let it go. 

If it remains, it's LOVE. 

Divine. True to your core. Feels amazing. It's the thought of death... and those small incremental steps we take to get there that scares us. The steps include: fear, anger, apathy and whatever words you want to use to describe the descent into density. No flow. Trapped. No air. Coffin. Extinguished. 

That's how I woke up this morning. Burdened in darkness, my mind was void of air or expression. I had to move through many processes of intentional self-soothing to release what felt too heavy for my own shoulders. I allow myself to crucify each thought as it comes to mind. Which means slowing down. Reaching out. Allowing my mind to rest while I move through my day more embodied and less logical. The plight of the divine human being - or is it the human being divine? 

Exhale the fear. Exhale the pain. Witness the thoughts and choose to smile. Start fresh with compassion and do something really really nice for yourself. Probably go softer than you think. Nurture yourself and resist nothing. Diving into the subconscious is a natural process that you simply allow to happen. Your only role - your ONLY ROLE is to release. You are safe. Say and feel it, "I AM safe." 

These energies are absolutely wild. I'm going to have to stop there; the mental gymnastics are so much for my mind. I'm gonna polish off this coffee and go rollerskating. Admin tasks be dammned. 



Until like, 10am. I am a capricon after all.