Enlightenment, really?
Yes, really.
I've gotten so much insight into the truth of reality. Of myself. And - well, of how I view the world. This is a supreme and sovereign way of being and existing. My calling is dumping & unfurling deep inside of me. I'm to speak the message of enlightenment to the world. It's my North Star. It's my north node, the way I express GOD (is LOVE) is through communicating... love. Isn't it ever always that?
My physical experience is dynamic and all so juicy. Right now, I feel like my entire body is in one constant energetic orgasm. yeah, I said that.
Sometimes I'm the cool water simply embodying itself. Cool despite the relentless sun in love with her surface. I am also the intense sun - yearning yet unable to penetrate to her cool oceanic depths. Other moments find me blissfully exuberant as I am the instinctual chuckle of joy that spills from your throat and over your lips... escaping through your smile.
Out and In to the atmosphere, I go. Weaving, waving, and swimming my way to fruition. I expand and contract as I glide. Mirroring breath herself. I play realities through my spine... It is the bow on which each dimension is a string of this instrument. In the wilderness, I learned to decipher each note. Separate mine from yours as I experience each fractal. Who is the conductor? Remember, dear reader, it has always been YOU.
What if we were the muse, the music, and the musician all at once?
My energy rises as the serpent and tops out as lightning from God herself. It was always a woman, for she conceived the consciousness seed. Made of wood from a tree, she is me. Leaning into the rich moments and wringing myself out to reach that high E. Singing the song of salvation, amid this climate? No wonder I've been asked to simply be - me.
That was cheesy. Am I trying too hard? How does one try? I AM... me. (Regarding cheese, I love a pungent brie.)
Gleefullly, I stumble back down to grace as I remember - this is the joy of the human race. To continually exhale and release what isn't us. Divinity pounds in my chest as I know I'm on the cusp.
Of what? You ask - and in the tension, I bask.
Knowing, and Being is finally done - it's happened. I AM and I are One. I stumbled into heaven while walking this earth - in terms of days in the tomb, yesterday had to be 3rd.
I am radiant. A few can see, the truth bursting from each heart's knock as I learn to just... be.
